As I was getting everything ready for the baby, I had Robie bring up our baby swing that was in storage. I bought new batteries and was so excited to get it working again since it's one of my favorite baby items. When I opened the battery compartment, I realized I had left the old batteries in and they had totally corroded the whole thing! I was so mad, but decided to try and clean it out before I had a breakdown. As I attempted to cleaned the battery acid off, the coils started breaking off and I just knew there was no hope. I was so mad and started to cry. Then I decided to search Google to see if there was any hope of fixing the problem. I came across a blog where this lady had the same thing happen, and she balled up aluminum foil to replace the broken springs. Bless that woman, because it totally worked! I was jumping for joy and felt like MacGyver after defusing a bomb and saving the world. So, if you ever have the same problem, remember aluminum foil is the key.
Robie is SO ready for this pregnancy to be over, because I have been a totally beast lately. I am sure he is excited to get his normal, non-hormonal wife back. I feel really bad for him. The sad thing is, I totally know I am being irritable, but I seriously can't stop it from happening. The other day I went psycho crazy because I couldn't find a lid to some tupperware, then I started screaming about how everything is stupid in the world, then I got mad at Robie for helping me look for the tupperware and not being able to find it, and then I got mad at Jaxon for not eating his dinner because I just knew he was doing it on purpose to make me even angrier. The worst part is I KNEW I was being totally irrational the whole time, but I couldn't stop the madness. I am losing my mind people. Completely losing it!
As far as food goes, I haven't had any crazy abnormal cravings. I do have daily cravings for a cold Coke or Coke Slurpee, which is the same thing I constantly wanted when I was pregnant with Jaxon. I have also been eating a lot of apples lately....like 2-3 apples a day. Other than that, I mostly just snack and drink a lot of red raspberry tea or hot chocolate.
Another thing that sucks about this pregnancy compared with my last, is I have this awesome (-ly horrible) thing called symphysis pubis dysfunction. Basically, my hormones are way excessive (ya think?!) and cause my pelvis to relax more than normal. This makes the bone shift and split apart too much, making it super painful to walk/move/lift a leg/do anything. Here are some pics from Google since obviously they can't x-ray me right now.
It literally feels like someone put a wedge between my bone, and every time I walk they bang it with a mallet. It's a horrible sharp pain, and sometimes I can't even lift my leg to put pants on. There have been days when I couldn't go up or down our stairs and I had to crawl to get to my bedroom. My doctor said it will go away after delivery, but that every pregnancy I have after this one will only make it worse. Can't wait.
Although I am so excited to have another son, I can't deny that I have been a little sad thinking about how Jax won't be an only child anymore. Things are so easy and comfortable with him right now. We can go places easily and he understands almost everything I say. I am scared about how things are going to change and how he is going to handle it. I just hope he loves his brother after the new-ness wears off, and I can get both boys on a schedule. I am also really nervous about breastfeeding. It didn't work the way I wanted it to with Jaxon, and I am really determined to give it my all this time. I took a breastfeeding class at the hospital that has given me a lot of encouragement, but I hope when the time comes I can push through any challenges that come up and make it work.
Other than that, things are going well. The baby is healthy and loves practicing karate, punching my bladder, and hiccuping at least 5 times a day. I don't get a lot of sleep, and can usually be found bouncing on my yoga ball during the day while Jaxon watches Sesame Street for the thousandth time. I have been really resisting taking belly pics this pregnancy, but I figured I need to have some documentation to look back on. So, here I am over the weekend at almost 39 weeks and totally ready to have this baby. Send thoughts and prayers our way for a happy and healthy delivery come Friday.










